God Is Sovereign Over Fertility

I peed on the stick. Only one line appeared. I knew I wasn't pregnant. My breast felt full and heavy, but not tender. I was tired but not fatigued. I wanted to be pregnant but I am not. After yet another negative test (I've taken several in the past year after Baby Grace was born) …

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And Sometimes It Knocks The Wind Out Of Your Sails

I was in a good place. I deleted the menstrual cycle apps from my iPod. I stopped mentally logging the first date of my last period. I began day dreaming of the future with no other child but Jazmine in my minds eye. I was in a good place! I had accepted things such as …

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When You Are Trying To Conceive

When you are trying to conceive, people around you get pregnant every month. When you are trying to conceive, other folks around you are trying their best not to. When you are trying to conceive, you can spot a baby bump from yards away no matter how faint it is. When you are trying to …

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The Two Week Wait SUCKS!!!!!

To all who are trying and waiting…may I sit next to you? My husband and I started to try to conceive as soon as flow made her return.  I took that as my "all clear" sign.  Unfortunately, according to my weekly blood tests, my hCG levels were not at or below 5.  My nurse said …

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The Two Week Wait SUCKS!!!!!

To all who are trying and waiting…may I sit next to you? My husband and I started to try to conceive as soon as flow made her return.  I took that as my "all clear" sign.  Unfortunately, according to my weekly blood tests, my hCG levels were not at or below 5.  My nurse said …

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