John 8:11 Jesus Doesn’t Condemn Me So I Need To Stop Condemning Myself

I stopped praying to conceive.  I removed my name from my own prayer list (which is pretty pathetic). The sense of urgency left as soon as I gave away all of my baby items. With the exception of maternity clothes, crib (which has been broken down and out of sight for a two years now), …

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And Sometimes It Knocks The Wind Out Of Your Sails

I was in a good place. I deleted the menstrual cycle apps from my iPod. I stopped mentally logging the first date of my last period. I began day dreaming of the future with no other child but Jazmine in my minds eye. I was in a good place! I had accepted things such as …

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A Prayer To Conceive

About two Sunday's ago, I could feel the Holy Spirit telling me to go up from prayer about conceiving during altar call.  I kindly refused. Last Sunday, I could sense Him telling me the same thing again.  This time, I acted confused first before I kindly refused. The two selections at church yesterday were Yes …

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No More Counting

There is a lovely little (nuisance) app called Period Plus. It's free, unless you get the ad free one.  I have had it for five years now.  It is a great way to keep track of when my next menstrual period is due.  Ever since I was a teenager, I have always hated having to …

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I Know How Sarah Felt

Sarah gets a bad rep. She is often called stupid. I have never heard of her portrayed in a good light when attending woman's conferences. We get hung up on her telling her husband to sleep with another woman, and don't dig in any deeper to understanding why she made that choice. I know how Sarah felt. …

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Xara, Brian, And Jasmine

(Please note.  This post is riddled with conception terms). So, last month, I thought there was a good chance that I was pregnant.  I have been using the Period Plus App to chart my periods for years now.  Since we removed the goalie two years ago, I have been using it to chart ovulation based …

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