Nuchal Translucency & Esau

I gave my family away... Ever since I heard the story of Jacob and Esau, I thought how foolish Esau was! How could you be so bone-headed as to give away your birthright? How hungry he must have been to give up that of all things! I had even less respect for Esau when, after …

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Scared to Surrender

I knew I was wrong, but I wanted it to work. I have written many times about my struggle to conceive Baby Grace.  I still struggle now hoping to conceive yet again.  I constantly search the internet for things people have done or supplements people have taken to enhance their chances of conception. In that …

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God Is Sovereign Over Fertility

I peed on the stick. Only one line appeared. I knew I wasn't pregnant. My breast felt full and heavy, but not tender. I was tired but not fatigued. I wanted to be pregnant but I am not. After yet another negative test (I've taken several in the past year after Baby Grace was born) …

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John 8:11 Jesus Doesn’t Condemn Me So I Need To Stop Condemning Myself

I stopped praying to conceive.  I removed my name from my own prayer list (which is pretty pathetic). The sense of urgency left as soon as I gave away all of my baby items. With the exception of maternity clothes, crib (which has been broken down and out of sight for a two years now), …

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My Reproductive Life

NOTHING, and I mean Nothing, has gone according to my reproductive plan. Ever since I was old enough to understand pregnancy, I have wanted to become a mother. I had a goal of having six children; three girls and three boys. I wanted to start having children not long after being married; maybe waiting a …

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She’s Here!

On Friday, February 22,2016, our long awaited prayer baby made her way into the world! Weighing in at 8lbs 1.1 oz and 21.5 inches long, Ms. Baby Grace met her parents for the first time at 8:53PM.  Here is a picture of her precious (long) feet! I thought I would be living in a dream …

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