It Took 16 Years, But I Finally Let It Go….At Least For Now

It took nausea and fatigue. It took inability. It took surrender. All of those emotions led me to this point. I just don’t give a flying Fig Newton about wether or not my house is spotless. I am 9 weeks pregnant. I was on medication that severely added to my early pregnancy nausea and fatigue. …

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I Can Take It From Here God

I had a speaking engagement last weekend. I was speaking during two of the three sessions at a women’s retreat. I was anxious about the retreat. I was going to be away from home for three days. My nausea was more than I have ever experienced before. When fatigue set in, I give in because …

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Puberty And Potty Training

As Jazmine eagerly awaits her body changes, Baby Grace shows then shies away from potty independence. It is quite the spectrum we have here in the Lee household. On one hand, we are watching our flower blossom.  On the other hand, our sweet cherub is turning into quite the tyrant. As a mom who enjoys like-mindedness …

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My Belly

I was in the best shape of my adult life in 2014. It was one year after we lost January and Jazmine was 5 years old. It took time, food tracking, and finding a fitness genre I love to be able to get back to a shape and scale numbers I formerly knew.  Baby Grace …

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That’s It

I just got back from the doctors. Everything is fine. No worries there, praise God. But something still doesn't feel right. Despite my best efforts, I still don't feel myself. I talked with my best friend today.  She gave me permission to chill. I needed someone to do it.  My husband gave me permission but …

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How To Let Go And Let God

Let Go and Let God is a song and a cliché within the church. Not that that saying has no truth, but it is often used so haphazardly that the full weight of the words is missed. I long for more children. An itch has been scratched since having Baby Grace but it still feels …

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